It's barely 5 working days, (actually 6 working days but Jun 30 is already our clearance day and we will not work after we endorsed our laptops) before my LDO. I can't think...i am confused...afraid...it's a mixed emotion...
I want to spend more time with my children...but then when thinking about out future...i am afraid my dear might not be able to do i alone. It' not that i don't trust him but having 5 children and sending them all to good schools must be taken into consideration.
I still wanted to work...i want to keep myself updated and armed with tools for self and work enhancement
I want to beautify my home...with that in my mind... i have to decide wether to get a new job or stay at home...
It's so hard to decide...i'm just 35 and i know i can still contribute to any company i can work with, but i don't if i stop now will i still get a chance to get a new good pay job?
God, lead me to the right path pls...
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