Happy Father's Day!

A father's day wish to my dear husband...for making each day a truly memorable to us...for making his free time occupied with things for his children and wife...for making our day fun and exciting...no words can really express how much love and happiness we are feeling right now..being with you...spending time with you...You really are the best father for us!
We love you and keep on making us laugh and happy..because laughter...as they say...is the best medicine...

Counting the days...

It's barely 5 working days, (actually 6 working days but Jun 30 is already our clearance day and we will not work after we endorsed our laptops) before my LDO. I can't think...i am confused...afraid...it's a mixed emotion...
I want to spend more time with my children...but then when thinking about out future...i am afraid my dear might not be able to do i alone. It' not that i don't trust him but having 5 children and sending them all to good schools must be taken into consideration.
I still wanted to work...i want to keep myself updated and armed with tools for self and work enhancement
I want to beautify my home...with that in my mind... i have to decide wether to get a new job or stay at home...
It's so hard to decide...i'm just 35 and i know i can still contribute to any company i can work with, but i don't if i stop now will i still get a chance to get a new good pay job?
God, lead me to the right path pls...