If i had not found you....

If i had not met you, i would still be like
- a young child looking for a lost father
- a young girl forsaken by her favorite pet
- a thirsty adventurer scouring for a spring in the wilderness.

If i had not met you, i would still be searching for someone
- who can understand my tantrums
- who can disregard my disagreableness.

If i had not met you, i would still be looking for someone
- who can make me see lighted lamp during broad daylight
- who can make my dreary days turn to unforgettable moments,
- who can make me see things as they are and ask WHY?
- who can make me dream of things that never were and ask; WHY NOT?

If i had not met you, I would still be looking for someone
- who can bend over backwards, and help me when i am down,
- who will stand by me without questions asked

If i had not met you, i would still be looking for someone
- who will still love me even if at times, i am unlovable
- who will make me laugh even though i am crying inside
- who can inspire me with his daily calls

If i had not met you, i will still be searching for someone
- who can make me strong and jog miles and miles at morn,
- who can make me smile even his words make me scorn,
- who can still make me feel young with the vigor of youth even when i am feeling the infirmaties due to twilight years.

If i had not met you, perhaps I would still be searching for those impossible dreams,
Thank God i found you.

I love you and happy anniversary my Dear

Davao Escapade cum Anniversary Celebration

Flight from Manila to Davao Jan 19, and left our home with my brother, Kuya Boyet. All is set to go...just what i thought...Ricka and Kristen forgot their shoes...We brought 1 bag for each of us so they could look after their own things. My mom joined us in this travel. How fortunate we were travelling on the same plane with the Smart PBA Basketball Team...Tall and goodlooking players. We reached Davao past 7pm. Glad to see hubby waiting at the lounge area. Waited there for almost an hour and fetched Uncle Francis and family.We headed to Hari Royale Hotel to drop off Uncle and his family then we proceed to my brother in law's house to meet Mamang and Papang and to get our dinner. Arrive @ Mergrande almost 12midnight. So tired that we just dropped our things then we proceed to sleep. Day 1 @ Mergrande Ocean Resort, we went swimming early in the morning at the beach..then we walked towards the resort's playground while waiting for the pool to open. We enjoyed the sights and amenities of the resort. We had our pictures taken almost everywhere...that's how beautiful it is...We had grilled tilapia, pork barbeque and fresh fruits. There me and Gerard celebrated our 15th year Anniversary with our kids and loved ones.
It was indeed a very momentous time for me and my family....A great kind of bonding.

Happy Father's Day!

A father's day wish to my dear husband...for making each day a truly memorable to us...for making his free time occupied with things for his children and wife...for making our day fun and exciting...no words can really express how much love and happiness we are feeling right now..being with you...spending time with you...You really are the best father for us!
We love you and keep on making us laugh and happy..because laughter...as they say...is the best medicine...

Counting the days...

It's barely 5 working days, (actually 6 working days but Jun 30 is already our clearance day and we will not work after we endorsed our laptops) before my LDO. I can't think...i am confused...afraid...it's a mixed emotion...
I want to spend more time with my children...but then when thinking about out future...i am afraid my dear might not be able to do i alone. It' not that i don't trust him but having 5 children and sending them all to good schools must be taken into consideration.
I still wanted to work...i want to keep myself updated and armed with tools for self and work enhancement
I want to beautify my home...with that in my mind... i have to decide wether to get a new job or stay at home...
It's so hard to decide...i'm just 35 and i know i can still contribute to any company i can work with, but i don't if i stop now will i still get a chance to get a new good pay job?
God, lead me to the right path pls...

Career Continuation Workshop

I just finished my career continuation workshop and i'm glad i attended it! I've learned so much from our 3-day training. And when i get to attend my DBM training after my LDO, hopefully i will get all the knowledge that they will impart to us. Next week, i will have my livelihood training on housekeeping and promise to apply all my learnings at home while waiting for any opportunities that will come my way. I promise to share with you also things that i will learn from the training! See yah!

55 days to go

55 days to go and i ill be off to this wonderful company of mine...
55 days to go and i will be unemployed...
55 days to go and there will be no eat out treats...
55 days to go and there will be no unlimited internet connection at 100mbps...
55 days to go and i will be outdated to any software being introduced in our company...
55 days to go and there will be no mails asking you to do this and do that...
55 days to go and i will be a full housewife and full time mother to my children...
55 days to go and i will do all the laundry, cleaning the house and prepare our food...
55 days to go and i will have more time to teach my children...

I will surely miss everything, the people, the meetings, the events, the software, my laptop and of course my friends...BUT when one door closes, another door opens. Just open your eyes and you will see lots of good things around you.

I wanna move on!

It's Over

After the long wait...it's now over! After a year of trials, our company didn't make it! We cannot recover. Instead of the Phase 2 download, employees were called to attend Open Forum. Everyone went to the rec hall...quiet...seems like everyone was prepared and just wating for the final confirmation. BK stood in front and unleashed the news. IT IS OVER NOW! What we will do next is to wait for the timeline to come out so we could move on... :(